the open door

I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know who I am.
If you find the way, open the door
So I can follow the lamb

"You are not worthless,
You are proud and strong"
But traveling this path,
The days seem long.

I focus my eyes
So that I might see
The open door
Ahead of me

As I reach the door
That I've sought for so long
I look at the path behind me
Wondering where I went wrong

For at tthe end of my journey
I expected to see
Your wonderful face
waiting for me

But now here I stand,
I'm left looking around
fretful because
You're nowhere to be found

So maybe this choice
was not meant to be
But there's no turning back
There's nothing left for me

Now I must turn my gaze
To look straight ahead
Into the maze
that fills me with dread

I've lost my lamb
because I've waited too long
And though I don't want to
I'll have to go it alone.