meanwhile rick james takes anew
and theres nothing i can do...
ok so these past few days, i dont know whats been up. i keep thinking, about everything. i wonder if maybe i should start writing, i dont know, just to get everything out. i havent really been able to talk to anyone about this summer, i mean i told liz and alicia about it, but i guess i just need to talk. maybe if i hear myself say it, ill believe it more.
i thought my classes were going well, but more and more i dont ever feel like going. well i only like going to one. one i couldnt care less about, and one i really dont like going to. my 830, i actually enjoy going to, but maybe thats only because it really pertains to my interests. ive decided that even though i really like philosophy, im too add to handle it. we talk about the same thing over and over and the topics just get dregded out. is that a word? dredged? ok that looks better. well yeah, i just get bored talking about the same thing over and over again, even when talking about different people's ideas. its like they are all tied together so why not just sit back, get everyone together and discuss it. sure thats what youre saying but do you realize whats happening here? you are all convincing each other, so maybe every one of you is right about something. figure out what that is then come back and tell me the definition. its so boring and meticulous. grrr.
anyway. yeah. now that that's finally out. ho hum.
i am tired. i really should start working out more. oh well. i am wondering if i really should write my book. i had planned on writing a book about my summer but with different characters of course. maybe... i still dont know. if i do, im going to store it somewhere online so that i can always come back to it. oh well i am bored now, listening to music. maybe i should get back to the dante club. no still more to say...
i am getting pretty frustrated. i feel like my relationships are falling down around me, and soon i fear that i will only have liz left. dont get me wrong, liz is awesome and i love her, but i can't spend all my time with her, we will just get sick of each other. on the other hand, i feel like work is giving me more freindships. for instance, last night i talked with one of my co workers, more than i would talk to any other co worker.
but i dont know. whatever, i dont really want to think about it. thinking about it kind of admits that its really happening, and im not ready to do that yet. :)
ok so these past few days, i dont know whats been up. i keep thinking, about everything. i wonder if maybe i should start writing, i dont know, just to get everything out. i havent really been able to talk to anyone about this summer, i mean i told liz and alicia about it, but i guess i just need to talk. maybe if i hear myself say it, ill believe it more.
i thought my classes were going well, but more and more i dont ever feel like going. well i only like going to one. one i couldnt care less about, and one i really dont like going to. my 830, i actually enjoy going to, but maybe thats only because it really pertains to my interests. ive decided that even though i really like philosophy, im too add to handle it. we talk about the same thing over and over and the topics just get dregded out. is that a word? dredged? ok that looks better. well yeah, i just get bored talking about the same thing over and over again, even when talking about different people's ideas. its like they are all tied together so why not just sit back, get everyone together and discuss it. sure thats what youre saying but do you realize whats happening here? you are all convincing each other, so maybe every one of you is right about something. figure out what that is then come back and tell me the definition. its so boring and meticulous. grrr.
anyway. yeah. now that that's finally out. ho hum.
i am tired. i really should start working out more. oh well. i am wondering if i really should write my book. i had planned on writing a book about my summer but with different characters of course. maybe... i still dont know. if i do, im going to store it somewhere online so that i can always come back to it. oh well i am bored now, listening to music. maybe i should get back to the dante club. no still more to say...
i am getting pretty frustrated. i feel like my relationships are falling down around me, and soon i fear that i will only have liz left. dont get me wrong, liz is awesome and i love her, but i can't spend all my time with her, we will just get sick of each other. on the other hand, i feel like work is giving me more freindships. for instance, last night i talked with one of my co workers, more than i would talk to any other co worker.
but i dont know. whatever, i dont really want to think about it. thinking about it kind of admits that its really happening, and im not ready to do that yet. :)
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