chemotherapy

wow... so i found out tonight that as soon as i get home in may, abs and i are driving to north dakota by ourselves to help out our grandparents with things, basically with anything. i dont know how long we'll be there. probably just long enough till things start to become routine. wow. the part that excites me is driving 1600 miles with my sister and best friend. the part that scares me is the chemo. my grandpa has to have chemotherapy because of the cancer he has... which is ironically not related in any way to the cigarettes he has been smoking forever. i dont know. things are just... frantic. yeah thats the best way to explain things. but now, i am going to get back to work because if i keep putting it off, things will just get worse :(