i just love being ignored

i know that i just updated but yeah i am totally being ignored here. its like 1st semester all over again... i hate this..
why do people think that you can reach a point where you no longer question? life will always provide as many questions as it provides answers. and doesnt anyone ever just want to scream at the world: you are all fucked up!!! there is no fucking God!!! there is no fucking hope, and god has no fucking will?? if he did, then why? why the hell?
and im sorry but i dont understand how people can be unwaivering, how they can be unquestioning. why do people immediately believe what they are told? gah! why does all this talk about what God wants make me so angry, why does it make me so frustrated? why does talk of god in general make me angry? because the people i talk to are so dead set and close minded. god that fucking pisses me off. oh man! i need to calm down.
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